yarr.

This sucks. I don't want to go to a service project with all these people I hate. Spend 3 days with them? Sleep in the same gym with them? No thanks. Stupid school. Makes me spend time with people I hate. I don't want to deal with the pranks I know will be pulled. I need a friend. Preferably of the girl type, cause they like to talk and stuff. Not a girlfriend, cause that involves too much. Just a friend to hang out with all the time who isn't leaving for college. I don't know. Just somebody who won't ditch me to hang out with his gf. This sucks. Lots of people are leaving. We all say we're gonna go visit them, but really people, you think we're gonna? It would be quite fun, but somehow I don't think it's ever gonna happen. I don't feel like moving on, I worked hard to make these friends I have and too many of them are leaving. I don't feel like looking forward. I don't like the future I see without these people I've grown close to. My parents always tole me they aren't in touch with any of their high school friends, but I didn't want that to ever be me. College group at Harvest is gonna have so many holes in it. I don't even know if I wanna go invest my time in it, just to see people leave again so soon. I'm tired of people leaving! I just said bye to Jenna tonight, and that was sad! I want stability! Part of me wants to just pick up and leave without a word so I don't hafta see anybody else leaving. I'm tired of change. Yarr.

posted by dave @ 11:01 PM