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Man, this sucks. I'm tired of this life. Can I come home yet?

I need like a week long vacation with some friends who'll listen to me. Someplace nice too, like out in the wilderness somewhere, where there's no school. I wanna go live in the woods for a few years. This world is too much to deal with sometimes. I'm not really mad at anything or anybody, I'm just tired of dealing with all their crap. I guess you could say I'm burned out to an extreme extent, but I coulda tole you that like a month ago. My stupid car's broke again. I never have anything productive to do. Can I keep complaining? oh, ok. Nevermind then. It could just be that I haven't been getting enough sleep to be able to deal with all this crap, but I dunno. Maybe I shouldn't be tryin to deal with it on my own. Now there's a concept. I guess part of this could be the whole idea that I happen to like positive reinforcement, and where I come from, encouragement is not a common spiritual gift. For some reason, at the moment I feel like I have nothing I can take pride in. I think I've managed to slack off on every aspect of my life, to the point that none of it is respectable anymore. [not that it really was to begin with, but...] It could just be that I'm in a bad mood. That's probably it. Happens sometimes. I'll shut up now.

posted by dave @ 9:58 PM