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Hey, remember how I telled allay'all aboot how I was the cool guy who brought the little kids at school their lunches? Yeah, well today I got fired. Apparently if I'm on this "restricted list" of theirs, I can't do anything. Which brings me to my brilliant idea. Do nothing. I did it today and it worked out pretty well. After finding out about my misfortune 4th hour, I slept through 5th hour english, 6th hour CCT [contemporary Christian thought] and 7th hour math. Yep, apathy rules. Stupid D's. It's all their fault. And I found out yesterday that my CCT [Bible class] teacher is an undercover Catholic [he likes to call it "Anglican"]. That would explain all the reading and response crap in chapel. Yeah, he always tries to force his wrong views on me. I know the real stuff. He's really too prideful. He needs to be more humble like me.

Yeah, I'm definitely not a fan of school. I can tell you right now that I will miss not a single aspect of student life at Timothy. The place freakin sucks. [sorry Bekah, but this is a legit usage] The only possible good thing is the fact that the teachers [some of them] care about you. Man, maybe I should give up brackets for lent.

I was tellin Alie last night that I want a little girl. Not right now of course unless suddenly right now I was like 20something and married. But yeah. I wanna be able to make a difference in somebody's life and what better way than to be their father. What spurs on this crazytalk you ask? Ah, glad you asked.

I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things I've already endured
I want to show you
Show you all the things that this life has in store for you
I'll always love you
The way that a father should love his daughter

-Staind

That's where my crazytalk came from. That's what I want. Call me crazy I don't care anymore. Got somethin better to think about in your spare time? I can't wait to be a grownup. I wanna have a family and a real job I enjoy. It'll be so nice. So far away. Stupid time. Takes forever. I guess it's just my version of the natural quest for importance. Yeah, while I'm on the topic, the idea of love itself is so screwed up these days and it makes me really mad. When guys are just lookin for stuff that's not theirs to take and girls are willing to give that up for some acceptance and a few kind words. It's just so incorrect! Love is sposta be selfless! What happened to that idea? But love is another topic that will take up like 7.2 blogs all on its own, so I'll leave that be at the moment. If you want good insight on it, go to Bekah's other site, its good.

Stupid screwed up world. Never gets nothin right.

posted by dave @ 7:22 PM